I know about playing the victim and staying enslaved to my past. For years, I allowed the past to define my present and limit my future. I thought I was the things I had done and what others said and thought about me. This was low thinking I allowed to get the best of me. This was me living life according to how I thought I look in other people’s eyes. This was low self-esteem that had me living below my means. There’s nothing cool about this shit.